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Minggu, 30 November 2008
15.05
don't wanna write anything..
need a
therapy!
I (*empty*) him..!
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.. I hate this feeling..
It's already Dec 1st 2008, 5.40 in the morning n I'm still awake.
God, I hate this feeling.
I hate last night.
I hate me.
For so many times, this awkward feeling got me wondering.
I dun even know whether it's true..!
All night long I filled up my brains w/ many thoughts of him (no, 'us' I mean).
I can't even went up to the bed n shut my eyes, but think.
My girlfriend said, "You yourself gotta find the answer".
But it's not as easy as it sounds..
Desperately, I texted him about a couple hours before dawn.
And threw my phone away.
Finding myself still awake this late, almost sun-rise,
and surprisingly found him buzzing me on the chatt-stuff.
He was surprised too n ask why didn't I reply back.
Silly me, he returned my text right when I was desperately lonely that dawn.
He texted he feel the same way,
but my stupid phone were silent.
N I keep doing stupid thing..
I jz went to see outside for a moment n catch the morning air.
Can't believe it's the sun.
It is the other day, it's not last night anymore.
N I'm still continuing this boring thing in front of this laptop
n him inside.
God, save me alive!
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Rabu, 17 September 2008
21.16
I hung up the phone tonight Something happened for the first time deep inside It was a rush, what a rush 'Cause the possibility That you would ever feel the same way about me It's just too much, just too much Why do I keep running from the truth? All I ever think about is you You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized And I've just got to know Do you ever think when you're all alone All that we can be, where this thing can go? Am I crazy or falling in love? Is it real or just another crush? Do you catch a breath when I look at you? Are you holding back like the way I do? 'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy Has it ever crossed your mind When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends? Is there more, is there more? See it's a chance we've gotta take 'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last Last forever, forever Do you ever think when you're all alone All that we can be, where this thing can go? Am I crazy or falling in love? Is it real or just another crush? Do you catch a breath when I look at you? Are you holding back like the way I do? 'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy Why do I keep running from the truth? All I ever think about is you You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized And I've just got to know Do you ever think when you're all alone All that we can be, where this thing can go? Am I crazy or falling in love? Is it real or just another crush? Do you catch a breath when I look at you? Are you holding back like the way I do? 'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
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IF YOU DO NOT REPOST THIS YOU WILL HAVE RELATIONSHIP PROBLEMS FOR THE NEXT 5 YEARS!!!
> EIGHTEEN
> you get so jealous when someone comment them saying they are cute
> SEVENTEEN:
> You look at their profile constantly
> SIXTEEN:
> When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago
> FIFTEEN:
> You read their Texts and Ims Over and over again
> FOURTEEN:
> You walk really slow when you're with them
> THIRTEEN:
> You feel shy whenever they're around
> ELEVEN:
> When you think about them, your heart beats faster but slower at the same time
> TEN:
> You smile when you hear their voice
> NINE:
> When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her
> EIGHT:
> You start listening to slow songs while thinking about them
> SEVEN:
> They're all you think about
> SIX:
> You get high just from their scent
> FIVE:
> You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them
> FOUR:
> You would do anything for them!
> THREE:
> You blush when u hear their name
> TWO:
> You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number twelve was missing
> ONE:
> You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself
> NOW CLOSE YOUR EYES AND MAKE A WISH
> YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO.......
> **
> ***
> ****
> *****
> ******
> *******
> ********
> And something good will happen to you tomorrow..
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Selasa, 16 September 2008
00.45
aduhhh.., kapan ya jadi kayaaa?
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YUM YUM
lately jadi suka sering masak nih di kos.., huehehe.., nyam nyam.., masak masaaakk!
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Selasa, 09 September 2008
00.59
I love Mr. Irwan Alexander..
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